April 30, 2008...1:17 am

Things That Keep Me up at Night

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A Short Kind of Long List, Specific to Tonight:

  • Not being able to breathe
  • Sinus headache / fuzziness
  • Unfinished conference presentation (getting there, though!)
  • Nearly complete ignorance of a few things for the last week.  Longer for some.  In every realm of my life (personal, academic, professional) (to quote a colleague, “It’s okay! No one’s dying!”).
  • Georgia State’s e-reserves and their legality called into question
  • Fair Use. Copyright. Contracts. Faculty needs. Budgets. Being only one person.
  • Hemineglect (so bizarre!)
  • A collection of Grace Paley stories called Enormous Changes at the Last Minute
  • Not knowing how to return a phone call to someone’s British cell phone from my office phone, feeling like I’m blowing her off (and her name is so cool! It would be such a shame!)
  • Pondering the difficulty of setting meeting times for four people
  • Googling my #1 high school crush to find out that a.) he is a pastor, and b.) his head seems to have grown, while his eyes have not, resulting in awkward beadiness
  • Realizing I haven’t seen him in about a decade
  • Realizing I’m much, much closer to 30 than 20
  • Feeling like a bit of a disappointment.
  • Generalized fretting
  • The BNSF trains and their insistence on blowing their horns all. the. way. through. town. (I know, it’s for the greater good).
  • Disappointment in the drowsiness effects of TheraFlu (or lack thereof)
  • Ooh — chatting with a long lost friend on the other side of the world (where it’s a reasonable hour!)

Notable things not keeping me up:

  • Flowers today from mom and dad! At work!  With little pussy willow branches!  Yes!
  • Spring is lovely and volatile
  • Rainy days ahead

2 Comments

  • Great post.

    “Googling my #1 high school crush to find out that a.) he is a pastor, and b.) his head seems to have grown, while his eyes have not, resulting in awkward beadiness”

    This is my favorite part: a.) because it is funny b.)because it makes me feel less strange about my googling people from yesteryear.

  • Seriously, anyone who resists the urge to google their past every now and then is either lying or not online or weird. That’s what I say, anyway.


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